It was almost a year now when a huge storm has passed my life. Through that storm, I was able to withstand it and see the rainbows after each rain. These rainbows were the persons who made me smile. But to reminisce on being that guy who soaks himself in the rain listening to music has been my old self that also has affected my present situation. I love the rain actually for the rhythm of the rain brings my heart to beat. Staying under the rain makes me feel alive and with myself. The rain has helped me heal those wounds caused by the storm. I need something to conceal them and show a not affected face. The rain has been that companion to me. There was once a time where I was just standing on the roof of my grandparents house all under the rain just watching how each raindrop drops into my hands as I stretch it forward. I was completely smiling during that rain for it was the time I realized and balanced things in my upside down world. After soaking under the rain, I would get back inside, drink a cup of coffee while sitting near the windows and closing my eyes as the aroma of the coffee sinks in my nose. During those time the music became my best friend for it helps me cope with all that i have missed. Music has been the only exit i found where i could totally show myself. Until now, i have applied the same doings of being that guy makes me feel that I'm complete. Now, i have to move on and continue surviving life and trying to leave that guy i used to be but how i missed being that guy....
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