the end of the world?

12/21/12 or December 21, 2012. the day a lot of people predicted and interpreted that its gonna be the end of the world. the day, the mayan calendar has its end. but does all the interpretations correct? or some of it was merely a hoax? a lot of speculation as to this event if is this true or not. i myself doesn't what to think and feel. shoul i be nervous? or should i be happy? yes. i am really confused. even if they keep on saying that we should have faith in God. Yes. i do have my faith in Him but can you really say that today isn't the day? today is the 21st of December of the year 2012 and nothing has happen yet. but i have dreamt of something earlier. the world became as dark as a big storm is gonna hit the whole world. the vast sky grew darker and darker until it kinda change its color on the east side to an orange like color. it looks like theres an explosion on that side of the earth and is to strike the whole world with surprise. as i have seen it, i hurriedly hug my family thinking that its gonna be the end. but my mother calmly said to me that no its not yet the end. it is just the sun that is trying to break the darkness on this earth. and she was right! the did came out from that side. lighting the whole sky into a perfect morning. but as i woke up, i heard the sky crying. it was crying for that moment ad i was again worried and hurried back to my slumber and slept. as i woke up again. i was bothered on what to think or feel again. is this for real? i am really right on what i am hearing? am i hearing correctly? i can hear birds! the sound of birds calms me already for i know this day has been wrongly interpreted. there has been no articles nor literature accounting on the end of the world but the end of the long count. we are entering a new era. we are entering a new time. but, there's this big but. according to NASA, a planetary alignment would occur 8 hours from now. so that is approximately 7 pm in the Philippine time. could it be the end?

a mistaken truth

To be straight and frank with all of this. i know that a lot of people are trying to be the best of friends that anyone could have but others just simply fail of being one. they tend to be one but doesn't really realize who they are dealing with. Well maybe it wasn't their intention to do such things but you've barked on the wrong tree. The surprises that I could give, doubles the revenge i would get. That's who I really am. I've asked you simply and repectfully so answer me back correctly. why? don't you know that i knew ypur backgrounds? well, go on! laught at me. who are you fooling? me? oh come on! it would never be me but it is gonna be you! its never gonna be me. but heres a reminder, i'll ask you once again? what was it? what are laughing about? you keep on teasing me about that person? well fuck off. you really don't know who you are dealing with. watch out because i can really do unexpected things with your life. you might say i'm being over with this but its not. this is only the beginning. a beginning of a new me. and please don't expect me to answer every question you got beacuse i aint gonna answer you! everyone was right, tomorrows the end. but the end signifies the beginning. but for me, today ends this chapter and tomorrow starts a new one of the little-mister-good-brother i have been playing from the start. you made me this. and its you who gonna pay.

a friendly reminder from a friend!

Mistake turned to HUMILIATION..

Why do people commit mistakes in life? Maybe it is a way for people to learn from life but why do people try to criticize them because of that simple mistake? Couldn't just people try to respect whatever has happen and move on? It has never been a big deal that committing any mistake would eventually turn to a public humiliation and cyber bullying. Well people like me do not have anything to do with people of his breeding that tries to lower their morality because of simple question that they could just say "okay, I am blah, blah blah and yes it is true." You do not need to be angry and lower yourselves. People know their mistake and have already ask for apology for it was never been an intention. Life could just be this cruel sometimes. Life is full of those demons that tries to destroy any people lower than them. How do you think those people you try to make fun of feel feels after reading all those things you have written into social networks and would eventually cause a publicity of a student. I was saying this because I wanted to share this story of a boy that with a simply mistake makes him feel very much guilty and thought of doing a suicidal act. It all started in school where he was just having his normal day and when he tried to open his account in a social network, he noticed that there was a post about a no class by the next day. He tried to ask if it's really tru to a person whose most likely looks very informal and unprofessional and address him as "kuya". Later that day, the guy who doesn't have a surname in his account tried to reply with striking words that question his credibility and immediately the boy ask for an apology for he has identified his mistake and that it was a high positioned people in school. That person tries to have his reply again with the word, "grrrr" which would eventually mean that he was angry. After that, he did not reply already after the boy asks for a lot of apology. Later that day, the student's adviser tries to talk to the president of the class and asks him if they have a classmate named, David, and he said yes and the teacher says that the high positioned teacher got angry and says it to the whole faculty room. after David knew it, he then hurried to the faculty room to humbly ask for an apology and was met by a girl teacher and when the teacher sees him, giggles and says that he's famouse already and that it was okay what has happen and says that she will just tell the teacher that David came. He felt relieved after hearing it. Owhen night falls, the girl teacher posted in the same network about not being IGNORANT and know your teachers and that he was a realiable source. Students who saw the post immediately commented using David's own words and tries to say that he was not a responsible student. Since that day, David got so depressed and though of trying to transfer into another school or whatever things. He was just embarrassed of it and because a simple mistake turned to humiliation.

THESE PEOPLE.........

these people who lights up the day,

is my dearest family i must say.

the laughter they create in time,

spreads throughout like a mime.

these people who boosts up each other,

never fails to defend one another.

the care they always give,

and how considerate they forgive.

these people lose someone,

that affected each one.

emotionally and mentally,

they have to change totally

these people might be missing someone

but we know she also misses everyone

we keep on moving forward on the future

as one family keeping each of our culture. 

captured moments...

"MOST TREASURED POSSESSION"

A father, a mother, brothers and sisters is what i got that i treasure most beyond all the riches in the world. They are my family. The persons behind all the accomplishments i have undergone.  Each members has its own work to do in order they make everything works. The fun moments together that are captured in our memories one by one. they laughter of each member that lights up the whole family. These family of mine can never be found from any place because its one of a kind and can never be traded or replaced by anything or anyone but we were not the best family because we still have fights but easily resolved by us of course. These family lifts up the spirit of each one that needs support. they are always on our backs. A family is a family.Through the ups and downs of life we keep on holding on just what a real family is. We stick together like we're glued to each one. Let's treasure each one of its members before anything gets too late. People say that we could see one's importance in our lives when they're gone and let's not let it happen. How i love them. how i wish they could all read what i will be posting soon because its all about them! love your family guys, at any race or religion. Let's all be proud of of most treasured possession. I LOVE MY FAMILY!

His Artistic Work

see? He never fails to give us the best!

RAIN

Being that Guy...

It was almost a year now when a huge storm has passed my life. Through that storm, I was able to withstand it and see the rainbows after each rain. These rainbows were the persons who made me smile. But to reminisce on being that guy who soaks himself in the rain listening to music has been my old self that also has affected my present situation. I love the rain actually for the rhythm of the rain brings my heart to beat. Staying under the rain makes me feel alive and with myself. The rain has helped me heal those wounds caused by the storm. I need something to conceal them and show a not affected face. The rain has been that companion to me. There was once a time where I was just standing on the roof of my grandparents house all under the rain just watching how each raindrop drops into my hands as I stretch it forward. I was completely smiling during that rain for it was the time I realized and balanced things in my upside down world. After soaking under the rain, I would get back inside, drink a cup of coffee while sitting near the windows and closing my eyes as the aroma of the coffee sinks in my nose. During those time the music became my best friend for it helps me cope with all that i have missed. Music has been the only exit i found where i could totally show myself. Until now, i have applied the same doings of being that guy makes me feel that I'm complete. Now, i have to move on and continue surviving life and trying to leave that guy i used to be but how i missed being that guy....

She Who Loves The RAIN

That Rain Moment where crying will never ever be seen. We just listen the rhythm of the rain as it dance with the wind.

Pinky Promises

Have you tried having pinky promises?

That Dance in the Rain

Have you ever wished to dance under the rain with someone so special to you? It's the moment where the rain would stop and its only you and her under rain dancing and spinning like it will be the last moment in life.

Girls' Generation Made the Heat!

"If I will be born a thousand times... 

I would still choose to be a SONE and fall in love

with the same Girls' Generation today!!"

                                                                ~Dean Vencenne Tano 

 The ever growing group of 9 beautiful ladies has affected a lot of Filipino citizens that now called as the "SONE", which pronounced as "so-one". The SONE, a ever dying fans of the Girls' Generation that is composed of 9 members and is also called as the SNSD. The statement above was made personally by the an avid SONE. This girls were not just an icon in the music industry but also an inspiration to her to survive life and see them someday. She was totally addicted to the K-POP fever and particularly in the SNSD. She could even buy their merchandise directly from Korea just to have memorabillas of them. The addiction never fades off for her it will be a lifetime experience. I salute her for she has considered the group as part of her family and if ever one gets hurt, she helps immediately no matter how far they were giving them moral support. The Girls' Generation has made the Heat burning through their songs like the known "The Boys" and "Gee". I'm not an avid fan but also I'm not against them but how these girls bring inspiration to a lot of people makes me happy and we all know that not every thing is permanent and someday this group would go to separate ways but the inspiration they give and the memories they share with their fans will surely be a life for the SONE. It will never ever gonna end for The Girls' Generation Made the Heat through the heart of the SONE!

Rise to Stardom!

Five uniquely blend voices of this five different teenage guys are heard throughout the globe as they start to make a name in the music industry. This five guys who formed the band named as "ONE DIRECTION" who now rises to stardom bringing with them all the love of their ever supportive fans, the Directioners. Who would have thought that these guys who joined the talent show, The X Factor, would be rise and make a name. The band was not the winner during their season on the show but with their unique talents and voice they stood out among the competitors. They are loved by most girls around the planet which would scream and laughs whenever they hear songs of the band and stalks to them using the internet. The ever avid fans would continue to support the band throughout their journey bringing with them the inspiration they give to them. I'm not against the Directioners for personally I salute the One Direction for their great songs and their talents. I may not say that I'm a fan but I'm on their back supporting them. ONE DREAM we all share to make a name, ONE DIRECTION we all go together for thats what ONE DIRECTION is all about.

Ash Wednesday

Ash Wednesday, the start of the Season of Lent -- the season where all people repent of their sins and do fasting. Every year we keep on celebrating the Lenten Season and we are always reminded to repent and change our hearts but still were back to our old ways after this season. As Ash Wednesday is celebrated to remind us that "We are from Dust and into Dust we shall return." This statement has been passed to generation since the beginning of time. It is been said as the Priests puts ash into the forehead in a form of a Cross but this year, there has been a change in statement and it became :"Repent and have faith in the Gospel". We may not see it now the importance of Ash Wednesday or the Lenten Season but someday we will be. As the usual tradition goes on fasting and abstinence we are still encourage not to eat meat during the Ash Wednesday and the upcoming Fridays of the Season. We may think that fasting could be hard to do because we love eating meat but fasting does not only speak of the food but also the acts that we usually do. We could fast in texting and doing those bad habits of ours. This would only happen once in a year and we could not even do this one for we complain much. This is the only time where we remember God, his paschal mystery, and His great Love for us. Try to repent and ask forgiveness to all those people that we might have hurt. Always remember that no matter how big is that person's mistake to us, we still have to forgive because even God forgives us despite our numerous sins. Ash Wednesday guys, Lent has started, let's all together commemorate Jesus.

God's Creative Hands

 

SEE HOW GOD WORKS??

 

Flowers - taken by Mr. 17 Again personally

 

Unending Journey To Life

 

Life's Journey begins with a single step as we always say,

The very first step we made when we were still toddlers, 

has been the indication of the journey we are about to start. 

The only journey that never ends even God calls us home.

Our body maybe buried under this earth,

our presence and our thoughts will never be forgotten,

No matter who we are or what we have,

its the same journey we are travelling.

"What a Life we have!,

We can't understand, 

we can't even know

where its going to end.

A human life, 

is full of mysteries,

We really won't know,

when its going to end.

But you will always be remembered,

to all your dramatic story in life,

and you'll never be forgotten

because of your naughty acts.

You'll always be talked,

you'll be laughed at,

but we will shed tears

as you depart ways with us."

A Journey worth living for, 

is going to the journey of life.  

Once in My White Valentine

                         FEBRUARY 14  ---  a day people look up to as couples or as individuals. Some people celebrates on this day but some also just lets it pass just like an ordinary day. Lovers or not we get excited on this day for we do not know the surprises that may come. During this day, well, we all know guys and girls receive flowers and chocolates. Different ways on how we can express our feelings during this day. Red Roses are definitely the common flower given on that day but all people have different stories to tell and songs to sing. I also have a story to tell, my own story indeed, a story that had happened once in my white valentine.

                           The day before Valentines Day was just a typical school day for me. Every thing goes on its same way like every other days. During the afternoon, it comes to me that I'll but flowers for this girl who captures my heart for almost 4 years now. She has this beautiful and sparkling eyes, extraordinary laughter, lovable attitude, also the face is beautiful and a lot more! I could never describe her more for its like catching a lightning in finding someone like her. Its one in a million the chances of feeling the way I do to her. A group of friends of mine came talking about valentines day and how they'll be celebrating it and I got some ideas and finally said to my self, "I should ask her for tomorrow" and as any of us would feel, I felt coward for its going to the first time I'll do it but my friends cheers me up so when  I've seen her going home already I ran towards her and talks to her without asking yet because i got tongue-tied. When they were on the vehicle already and ready to go home, I came to her ears and tried to whisper but no words would come out so i keep on giggling and so as she When the vehicle was about to move, I hurriedly whisper into her ears the words, "Can You Be My Valentine?" and she replied, "yeah, same to you". While I was walking home, I was wondering of her answer to i tried to text my friend and ask her to ask that girl if she heard what I say just to make sure and as what I expected she didn't hear it but instead, "Happy Valentines!!". So, I text the girl and asks her the question and later that night I got a reply saying "YES, I CAN BE". Receiving that text sends me to heaven for finally I'll have a date on Valentines. I can't sleep during that night for I was too worried on what will happen the next day for its our first times. Time check, its 12:00 am already so I said to myself that night, "I Can Do This its going to be Now Or Never!". By the Next day, Its Valentines Day already and I woke up early to prepare everything I have planned. Using my allowance for the week, I bought roses to give her, 14 roses with meanings on each rose. These roses were white in color for the white roses expresses the feeling I got for her. I tried to style and fix the roses individually for I was planning to give them individually having first one inside the room without anyone seeing and that's the reason why i got up early. After leaving the rest of the 13 roses inside one of the offices in school, i pretended that I wasn't the admirer but as I expected, all their suspicions directs to me without any doubts for I was having this feeling since when we were still in first year. One by one, I ask other student and even teachers! to give the white roses to her during classes and breaks. The class screams a loud in every flower that she receives and directs their sights on me and I keep on denying that its me! hahaha but inside of me , I wanted to scream with all my might that it is me!!! hahahaha..When the afternoon came, I had prepared 5 white balloons with 1 letter in each balloon of her name. When it is time to give the 12th White Rose, a teacher was asked to do this by my friend and I was shocked for he said during the class, "Excuse me Ma'am, I would just like to give the flower to a special girl" and it sends the whole class screaming and teasing all the way to the top. While I was listening, I felt really nervous for the rest of the plan. After the last subject in the afternoon, I asked my seatmate to give the 13th White rose to her on the stairs and direct her to proceed to the center of the Soccer Field in the school for I'll meet her there. So using the balloons, i tried to make a parade where the balloons in front and I'm at the last line. When we reached the center of the field, they formed the name and I was standing at the back of the line with cold hands. I emerged in front holding the last White Rose towards her with a fire burning inside my heart that keeps on telling on how I really feel. I stood there, face to face with her with no words on my mouth nothing would go out and i wanted to freak out but finally I said to her, "14 White Roses, 14 corresponds to meanings". I told her the 14 and while delivering it, a crowd started to gather with teachers and students listening to what I say to her. Both of us really were sweating at the moment for its the first time we have done something like this. I saw people taking pictures, and videos around us! Some were looking from the High School building, Pathways, Covered Court, Basketball Court, and around us! its like i wanna collapse and leave the world! but I still continue to do it and when I am finished with the 14, I asked the crowd to vacate now for I have something to tell her and they all vacated. Finally with so much sweat and nervousness, I told her, "Can We Have Dinner Tonight? Just Outside our House" and I got a reply of, "Yes!" and then we talked a little about what I really feel and how willing I am to wait for the right time when she will be ready to accept suitors and a lot more! hahaha. After that conversation, we head home already together and I was just smiling the whole time for I couldn't believe what had just happened! We had dinner outside the house with white roses at the center and white balloons on the side with the matching of white tables and chairs and white walls! Its a White Valentine indeed that we have celebrated. During the Dinner, I had a lot of fun and a lot of love. I was talking about looking for her during the college and her being my next valentine for I'll really look for her! we finished dinner and talking around 8 in the evening and I escorted her back at their house and i stayed there for a while and left. I tried to walk in going home, I text her a long message about the day and when I cross the road, I hit my head in the leaving a hump on my head! hahaha. maybe i was just shocked with all the happenings. When I reach home, I tried to wash up and when i was about to sleep, images of her flashes on my mind and i can't help but smile with all those images of her. I would never forget this day of my life, February 14, 2012. After that, I finally fallen asleep.

                            "The story of a love is not important - what is important is that one is capable of love. It is perhaps the only glimpse we are permitted of eternity." The stories we tell would indicate our well being. These stories, which i believe are meant to be told. The Eternal I have, the true and sincerest intentions and love are all express with the 14 White Roses. 5 White Balloons. Love Stories are different  with different people and this has been a story i wanted to share, Once in my White Valentine.

Life Is Like A Computer

In Literature, comparing two things is called the Simile or Metaphor. We compare two different things using each others characteristics to make them sound and look like the same. Not just in literature we get to compare things but also in technologies and also the natural forces in this earth. Today's generation is so called the "AI generation" for technologies has started to develop and using Artificial Intelligence. Computers now a days could act like humans, these are so called robots. Computers are slowly developing and changing as time pass by. But how do we really compare a computer into life? well its easy, for we firmly believe that life now is like a computer.

Just like computers, our life is also undergoing different problems. This problems can be diagnosed and can be given a proper solution and just like our life, we may have problems but there is still a solution to every problem. We may correspond a different solution for it but we learn from our mistakes and by the next time we encounter that problem, we could already find its proper solution. That's also same with how we look in life. Our lives develop and change as time goes by as these computers do and we may say that its not happening but our life has already turned into somewhat a computer. We could get viruses just like computers and could destroy our systems. These viruses in life could be illnesses but could also be gossips that would slowly destroy our inner self but as computers have different anti-virus software, in life we have also this programs and the person of our friends. They could protect us in having this gossips for example. They would try to protect us from this. Another one is that like computers, our life needs rest and could not be always on power and needs to shut down. To rest. Life needs rest and we need to give it time to recover from what we are doing. As what we see in our generation, new developments of computer sprung from nowhere and those old models are now replaced and gets junked but it will never be forgotten. People around my community always believe that once our life has come to its end, it doesn't mean that it would literally end and just dumped. When it ends, people would still remember us for we are part of the past that had helped develop the future comings. So life, like a computer could also be replaced  but still we are unique with one another. This would mean that there would only be one model of me and others are just modeled after me. That's how I look into life and computers.

We may not be seeing this one at the moment but if we would really wake up to this reality, these two things are too similar with each other by their characteristics and not physically. I know that some would really want to become just like a computer, that in a click of "delete" all that we wanted to delete would be gone and if we press "refresh" , its a new self. We wanted it for it makes life easier but mind you, Life is like a computer now!