It has been almost a year now. Still here I am stuck in time. It has been almost a year now. My body seems to move forward with my brain left in the past. It's almost 2 am now and I am having a cup of tea in bed listening to music which is what my life feels like. I wonder, whoever is reading this blog if there would still be someone doing it. How's it going mate? What's your cup of tea? Let me share you this, there has been moments where I sit in bed, with my life in front of me yet I don't even know what to do with it. You know what I did? I took a walk one chilly night to somewhere I haven't been at all. It scared the shit out of me thinking I might get mugged, I might get stabbed or worst I might get killed. My thoughts scared me yet my heart felt I needed that moment. Walking so slowly in the dim street lights, thinking, thinking, hoping, hoping, hurting, hurting. I feel silly now, still awake at this time knowing I need to go to school tomorrow morning. I'm sorry to whoever is reading as I reckon I am just wasting your time, like big time lol. I just feel like writing tonight. I better get going now as my bed awaits for my slumber. When will someone ever fill the largest gap left inside me.Now playing: The Scientist by Coldplay (loving this moment now)
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