why do i feel lonely now? I guess this is just how things are specially when you love someone so much but still you are not enough for them to stay. I guess I was indeed just the journey and never the destination. Why would it be that way? I honestly love him so much I was already looking forward for a life with him. I actually felt everything seems fake now. That it was just a lie. You never did love me...

Why would love has to be complicated? I mean, we all feel love in every way possible. However, this love actually varies from one person to the other and from one case to the next. Why can't love just be as universal as it is? Why does it have types and different form? why can't it be just love? It's just funny because no matter how strong we are, there comes a time where you have this burst of emotion. I am on the edge of what i see as keeping it cool or just giving it all up. what to do, what to do...

Blog entry 1 (New beginnings)

Hi! I am a 23 year old guy who happens to love writing. As you can see with the rest of my blog, I'm not a professional writer nor any good. I just love writing writing stuffs for myself. I started this blog when I was in high school. Our computer subject teacher wanted us to create a blog in which we are to post different stuffs where she could grade them. I wrote a few things regarding some stuffs i find interesting at that time. What seems to be a high school requirement turns to be my output for some of my emotions. I continued writing about my family, about my surroundings, about my experiences, my love life, my happiness and my sorrows. To be honest, i didn't know that someone still read blogs today. I mean, someone would read my blog. Then I came to meet someone who said found me in my blogs and searched for me. Hey, guess what? He found me...